In the mood

Okay let just say, I am in the mood to blog this past few days.

Or perhaps I am inspired to blog.

I have so many things running through my mind daily. Sometimes, even my dearest husband told me to slow down a bit. I tend to have many things to do in a day with too little time. Not to say that I am that efficient but let just say, I love to get things done a lot faster. As a result I tend to be frustrated when I failed to do so. Well yes, that is just me. But I do think I am a lot better now on managing my own task. I am a bit calm I would say. Thanks to you husband.

Now, where were we? Ohh yes on me having this random thoughts about life. Sometimes I cannot quite believe on what I have achieved now. Truth is, sometimes I do think my reality is too good to be true. Yes, I am obviously always content of what I have and own but sometimes I do wonder, there are more women out there crave for what I have in life but yet I tend to take my life for granted sometimes. Silly me right?

However, upon that I have decided to have more patience and to be more considerate. Though yes it is hard to do so when it is not your norm but I am a believer when it comes to a good change. I always believe people can be good as long as they get the chance to do so. In life, one need to be positive to see the light in someone else life. Being too negative not only made you unhappy but it takes away your humanity as well.

Life of course are not meant to be perfect but as a muslim we can only pray for the best and work towards being a good and righteous person.

I guess being a mother makes me a better person as a whole. I am no longer selfish as I know I have to care for my daughter's need above everything else. In a way it makes me happy instead to be able to see her smile and have all that comfort in her life. I would say, being a mother makes one feel more sated and serene.

Thank you Allah S.W.T for everything in life.

May Allah bless us all.

#Imissmyhusband

Sudden post

Nobody said it was easy.

I was merely quoted above saying these past few weeks. Thanks to hot weather, all is not well lately.

However, one shall not complaint. In a way, sickness is ALLAH's way to test us and to keep us near HIM always.

I have always care less about fever until my baby girl caught up with one. Not an ordinary one I supposed. Seeing her too weak to even to eat honestly I felt so hopeless. So this is how it felt when your darling child is not feeling well.

It is truly a challenged for me being a working mom. My attendance was really bad and I cannot even focus at work though I managed to get things done but it is hard when you left your heart at home.

I even thought that I want to quit my daily job but current economy does not permit me to do so.

Am in need of plan B.

2016 is all about making more money. Not only for yours truly but for our little family of three (for now). We have lots of dreams in the making. With Allah's guidance and blessing, we shall make it happen.

Ameen.

Perhaps I will be ranting about missing my other half later.

For now, lets focus on work.

/nf