Have you ever wonder if life is different for you?
Well, I did once a while. What if I were not married then?
What if I never met my husband then?
Typical me, I love to think about ‘what if’ sometimes.
I bet my life would be truly different without having Najla
in my arms. The thought of not having Najla in my life would truly kill me.
Honestly*
I do think most of us do think about this too right? A wise
person once told me, you can never move on if you keep on thinking about past
and ‘what if’. The ugly truth is, life goes on no matter what or which path you
took. Life never promise to be fair but Allah will be fair to you. Always put
your trust in HIM and HE will guide you through.
I do have some regrets in past. But I know, nothing I could
do to erase those memories in past. I do know one thing, keep doing good and
good will come to you.
Perhaps, someone out there wish she could be where I am now.
Perhaps she wishes to have the kind of family I have now and perhaps she
thought she could have the kind of life I am in now. Too bad, life does not
permit you to have what you want but life shall give you what you need instead.
I wish you nothing but the very best in life for you.
*You know who you are
